for the words left unsaid.

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this spot is for rocs
which i will cover some
other time. teehee :D
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funfair was really ... SHORT.
it was only for a few hours.
and i wanted to spend all my money on food.
but they all sell out real fast.
and the haunted house.
i was supposed to be scared.
but funny, literally, me and my friends were laughing during the "tour".
and when we came out, there were some random people outside,
and they were like, "why are they laughing? it's damn scary".
and laugh laugh laugh.
yeah, and duty at the game booth was really tiring.
there were weird kids.
seriously.
there was this girl, she laugh hysterically while throwing the ball at the can tower.
she was like on drugs man!

and so, hols have long started already.
it's not really holidays.
i have trainings on mondays, wednesdays and fridays which suck
cause i have one in the morning and one in the evening.
tuition has started already.
sheesh.
i hate tuition.
but sec three is going to be really tough,
and i was thinking i could go through a personality change.
lazy pig chrissy change into hardworking chrissy! :D
yeah.
you know what sucks to be the third kid?
the third kid has to exceed BOTH the first and the second.
yeah.
so i'm going to STUDY.
YES, STUDY.
just you wait world, CHRIS IS GOING TO EMBRACE HER INNER GEEK!

next, AFA.
AFA is like, OTAKU HEAVENNNNNNN!
i spent so much.
i bought figmas, mangas, badges and models.
its so awesome.
i wanna cosplay CCS next year :D
it'll be awesome. really.

oh right.
and on monday, 231109,
i fell and hit my head O:
yeaaah. it sucked.
i had headache for quite some time.
but no worries!
i still have my memories :D
all i have left from the fall is a graze on my elbow and knee.
which sucks more,
cause my graze on the elbow reopened
when i hit my staircase railing.
how clumsy can i get man!

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I’m tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless
Lost under the surface
Don’t know what you’re expecting of me
Put under the pressure
Of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take