Mindless Ranting As Usual.

yeah. so let's start.
today during assembly we had 987fm djs coming to MG.
it was quite cool.
they sounded exactly as they did on radio! :o
and they're super funny too xD
yeah so they had this game where you're supposed to guess the song.
and it was super easy.
so when it came to the sec 2's turn, the guy pointed at me cause i raised my hand up and everything.
yah then i stood up and guess what.
i dont know why on earth, but this SBC girl stood up and shouted
"BUT I DON'T EVEN KNOW THE SONG"
and she went on stage and got the prize.
and like everyone was like "i thought was christabel!"
so irritating can!
i mean like,
SBC students are supposed to be the "gifted" students who are apparently "more priviledged" then the rest.
and they learn higher level stuff and have better teachers.
they're in a world of their own.
but what makes them think that everything is about them?
sure they're supposed to be smarter and everything but what makes them any different from normal students?
so zi yi wei shi luhs.
annoying much.
yeah well, there are SOME exceptions.
.. i guess.

what the dj said was true.
life isn't fair.
and life will never, ever be fair.
so no use harping over such incidents.
move on and get used to it.
because surely more will keep coming.

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Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And everything you do

chris, on the road to recovery.
i got a bit of my voice back.
i can speak a few words but in the end i'll end up coughing.
woke from coughing fits last night.
before i slept, when i slept and when i woke up -.-
finished my medication yet still unwell.
i want to go back to eating fried food.
i want to shout, scream, yell.
i want to talk to people.
i want to join conversations.
i want to drink juice.
i want my voice back.
i want my voice back.
i want my voice back.

HAPPY 44TH NATIONAL DAY! ... belated ...
i've been really sick. i mean like, i rarely get sick.
but when i do it hits me like a bomb.
it all started on sundaaay.
when i prepared to go to church, everything was fine.
except my cough felt and sounded different
then during church, feeling really uncomfortable and everything.
during service! whoa that was the worse.
i really felt lousy and headaches and blegh.
i went to the docter.
38.4 degrees.

then on MONDAY!
starting to get better,
slight fever.
got sponged alot by my mum.

then on TUESDAY.
i got sent home from school because i hit the trigger.
no not really.
i was 0.1 degrees away, but i wasn't feeling well.
yes.
then i went to another docter.
he said i had ulcers in my throat.
ULCERS IN MY THROAT.

today! WEDNESDAY!
i just went to school for commontests.
geog and english.
i think i'm going to fail.
yeah after that i went home.
"so lucky!" they say.
lucky?
breathing through your mouth is painful.
eating is painful.
heck, swallowing your own spit is painful.
talking is painful.
vomitting is painful.
coughing is painful.
sneezing is painful.
sleeping is painful.
lucky?
imagine the sharp pain in your throat.
a dagger stabbing you every second.
sounds like i'm dying.
i'm pretty much almost there.
lucky?
i think not.
i'd rather give them my ulcers and go to school.
goodbye world, chris is going to rot alone at home.

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what if i fell to the floor
couldn't take this anymore
what would you do, do, do?

I never gone with the wind
Just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
'Til you open the door there's so much more
I've never seen it before
I was trying to fly
But I couldn't find wings
But you came along and you changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground you spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling
And I, I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier

I watched from a distance as you made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know how that would feel
And you made it so real
You showed me something that I couldn't see
You opened my eyes and you made me believe

You lift my feet off the ground you spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling
And I, I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier

Baby you showed me what living is for
I don't want to hide anymore

You lift my feet off the ground you spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling
And I, I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier
Crazier, crazier


taylor swift, crazier.